I keep trying to remind myself, as we talked about it in our Bible Study Thursday, how blessed I am. I truly, truly believe that. And, when I get down and out I do thank Him for the things He's brought me through and the ones He's brought me to. As I shared in a previous post, I was blessed with a new job (in only about 6 weeks of searching) on Monday. I have an amazing husband who loves me unconditionally, supports me, and is a fantastic Dad! My kids are my pride and joy. They make me want to be a better person.
With all that being said, I feel so incredibly overwhelmed right now. How does one person who so desperately tries to stay organized feel so out of control at times? First of all, I love my new job. The man I work for is a really nice guy and the atmosphere is great. However, after a week of work, I don't feel like I've accomplished a whole lot. I'm following a person who was highly disorganized. It's hard to find anything. :( There's really no training. I'm just figuring it all out as I go... and in the mean time I'm answering phone calls with questions to which I do not know the answers. I was in the office alone today because the owner was out of town. A wee bit frustrating....
Only a few rehearsals left until the Christmas program. I had everything mapped out on paper last week and it did not come out looking like that on stage. :( I still have quite a bit left to write and teach, but things have changed so much I don't feel like anything is really solidified at this point. And, finding the time to dedicate to writing and rewriting outside of rehearsal time is difficult.
My house has really suffered this week trying to balance everything. I'm the one that usually picks up after everybody in addition to all of the chores. It makes me crazy when things are out of order or not clean. But, it just isn't going to be possible to do all myself any more. Besides, Audrey got her first report card this week and she had all high marks in academics and in all other skills except neatness & organization. I think I've enabled her... so it's time to change things!
Maddie has been acting out some this week. I'm sure it's because her routine is different, she hasn't been with me every day, and she's had allergy issues a couple of weeks. Putting her to bed has been an hour long chore with an exhausting emotional break down. :(
With all this being said, Derek's grandfather was sent to the hospital last night with pneumonia. He took a turn for the worse today. He is no longer able to take liquids because he can't swallow and it goes straight to his lungs. The doctor said he does not expect him to recover. If he makes it through the weekend they will be calling in Hospice. It is so hard to see him this way. He has gone downhill so quickly.
God has a plan for all the things going on in our lives. I gotta keep the faith!
- Welcome to my little spot on the web. My name is Kim. I'm a mom of 2 precious girls - Audrey, 11 & Maddie, 8 1/2. I'm married to a fantastic man who I often refer to as "my walking encyclopedia". I love musical theater, singing, crafts with my kiddos, games, and colorguard. This blog is my outlet to share my journey through life. Hope you enjoy the ride with me! Please feel free to FOLLOW ME on this journey! =)
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